Didn't expect this to happen.

It's 2.10 a.m and I'm awake in front of my laptop, updating my blog since.....5 or 6 months ago. :P I'm currently revising on what I've been going through for the past 3 weeks. A lot of things happened to me and it's all thanks to a guy.

Yup, that certain guy who has no idea how I feel towards him. That certain guy has no idea how much he helped me go through the tough days I face everyday at that school. Because of him, I'm still going strong.

Love plays a really big role in our life. It is the only thing that can either make us live every second or it could kill us. It all depends on how we control it. Currently that guy is helping me live. Sure, he doesn't know it but I sort of wish he does. For no reason. :)

Every little thing he does makes me smile. I capture those moments, store it in my mind and replay it again and again every night before i go to sleep. Every stare he gave me gives me goosebumps and when he's near, I lose my breath. I can't stop thinking about him. He's the first guy that has ever made me feel like this. Is there a reason for that? What is it then? I need to know about this ASAP. Gosh, I'm losing my mind. =_="